16 June, 2009

So...

...it's been a few days since I posted anything here, mostly because I've been very tired and very gusy. I'm actually at work right now, but I thought I'd try to write a little something while I work, since it looks like I'll probably be here late again tonight. Hooray.
 
I quit smoking on Sunday, and that's been a real bitch. I actually broke down and had 1 that I bummed off my mother last night when I finally got home because yesterday was just such a loooong day, but still, that's really good for me. I refuse to go and buy another pack, so the only way I'll have one is if mom will give me one, and she's going to get tired of that really fast. *sigh* I'm bitchy, tired, and don't feel very well at all, but I suppose in the end it's worth it. I need to save money, and it's healthier...so yeah.
 
I have a horrible pain in my side that got so bad last night that I could barely breathe, and it won't go away, and I almost ended up making my dad bring me into the ER, but I finally took an extra sleeping pill and managed to doze for a few hours. Not really a restful sleep, because I was in so much pain, but still better than nothing. Still, I'm a bit scared...this can't possibly be normal. Ugh...
 
Oh right...and then, on my way to work today, I was driving down the highway crossing the Bay Bridge (really frightening bridge that goes over Irondequoit Bay...horrid in the winter, and people drive like assholes on it year round...) and I noticed everyone getting over out of the right hand lane into the middle lane, so I did the same. I looked over and sitting in the middle of the road in the right hand lane was a swan, just sitting, opening and closing its beak. It was very weird...very very weird...I hope no one hit it...
 
Anyway...time to get back to work. I shall hopefully update again when I get home. I have so much I could say, but so little time right now...
 

 


Now playing: Children of Bodom-No Commands

1 comment:

  1. Awwwwwwww *hugs* I hope you feel better and I know you are tough - you have lots of support to help you quit and one is incredible. If you keep that up, quitting will be much easier and, seeing as you and Colie are doing it together, it'll be good to have someone who you can exchange thoughts and ideas with :)

    I'm glad you didn't go to the ER {seeing as I know how much you hate it} but I hope the pain isn't anything to worry about. Perhaps it was just a very strong cramp that was being heinous? We'll find out soon enough, I suppose. I hope everything is okay though.

    As for that swan o.o that's just weird. I haven't seen them do that before I have no idea what it was doing *laughs* I truly hope that it had the sense to fly away instead of staying there.

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