So I don't have a lot of time right now to update, but there are a few things I would like to point out, so here we go...rapidfire updating at its finest. Ready?
1) I'm starting to get severely depressed about not going to Finland. We were supposed to leave in 9 days...dammit.
2) I am also starting to get really, really excited about seeing Children of Bodom AND spending 4 days with my best friend Mel <3 Meeting Alexi Laiho and Janne Wirman almost makes up for missing out on Hartwall...almost.
3) I am tired of being sick. I can't remember the last time I actually felt 100% well and it's really draining.
4) I would love to get more than 4-5 hours of sleep a night. Usually closer to 4. Again, very draining. I swear, my blood is going to become caffeinated soon with all the coffee and energy drinks I consume...
5) I wish my mother would figure out what's wrong with her. It's scary to sit and watch her cry all the time when she's home...I'm starting to think she just doesn't like being there anymore...she seems happier at work or when she's in Syracuse with Lisa...more on this later. I don't have time now.
6) Had a great time with the boys at the "end of summer" barbecue yesterday. Lots of good food, laughs, and swearing at Halo. Woohoo!
7) Things are starting to unravel...both around me and in my head...it's only a matter of time, I can tell you that...one more little push may be all it takes...
...and there you have it. I might elaborate on some of those later, we'll see. But yeah. My life in a nutshell!
Wow...that was like *ziiiiiiiiiiiiiiip!*
ReplyDeleteOkay, comments lol Let's see...
1. *cuddles* Oli had an interesting idea about that because she wanted to go on like...a little holiday and take me with her, and she said you could meet us in Finland or something if we couldn't hit the U.S, which would be very cool. But yeah...it really, really sucks that you have to miss out on this...*hugs*
2. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! MELLLLLLLLLLLLL! ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLU! JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNE! I can't wait for you to see Mel again and to meet {y}our boys xP Should be epic <3
3. *hugs* I swear your immune system is one of the lowest like...ever. And working in a hospital really doesn't help that...along with other things that should just...never happen under their particular circumstances *sighs*
4. 4 hours? O.O There is no amount of caffeine in the world that could keep me up after only 4 hours. Hell, I bitch about 7 hours of sleep *really needs to shut up*
5. *hugs your Mom* Maybe she just misses having her entire family around? I mean, yeah, okay, Rick and Lisa moved out and I'm sure she was very supportive but she must want them home too, yanno?
6. Fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck! xD Gotta love your boys xP
7. *cuddles*...I am here for you and always will be...anything you need, just let me know and I'll do all I can to give it to you, but you know this <3