Grrrrr...

I am having a very bad day.

First of all, the urologist called and said he can't see me until tomorrow now, something about double booking appointments. That's fine, because I don't really have a way to get there today anyway (my car is still up at the hospital, mom and dad are going to bring it home for me tonight) and I just don't feel like getting dressed. My cousin is going to take me tomorrow, which is cool because it'll be nice to see her for a little while. But I have to go for more xrays, which sucks, and I have to go to another hospital, which also suck. Ugh.

Then, I called work to let them know that I wouldn't be in tomorrow either, and they're giving me shit. Like, I'm sorry that I'm really sick and in pain right now, but there isn't anything I can do. I would much rather be at work than sitting here barely able to breathe because I hurt so badly, but I can't work and take percocet or I might kill someone because I can't focus on my job. Thankfully, my friend Paul switched shifts with me on Saturday, so I have to work 11-7:30 and he's going to work 4-12. I get to sit down and work, and he's going to do the chemistry/tube system for me. I owe him big time. Maybe I'll buy him lunch.

Also, I was sitting here minding my own business when suddenly my ex, Robert, messages me, calling me a fucking cunt and saying that I ruined his life. What the fuck?! I'm not the one who screwed up! I'm not the one who lied! That was all on him! And I told him that, too. I told him never to contact me again. I told him that he hurt me, that he lied, that he used me simply for food because he had no money, that he tried to use me to get a cell phone, etc. Blah. Whatever. I hate him.

Anyway, I think it's time for me to lie down and take a nap. The percocet is making me a bit dizzy...